Lunch

Katy: "to me it sounds like I don't trust you"

"it kind of does but i understand" i intertwined out fingers "i have secrets too"

"they're probably not that bad though."

I shoolk my head "you'd be surprised"

"Really? How so?"

"you'll see in a few monthes"

"tell me pwease Look at my wittle face." (Pwease-please, wittle-little)

I smiled adn kissed her cheek "i have diabestes"

(hey is it you that has it right? i have some questions on it)
(i might have it)

My jaw drops.

(yeah that would be me and I'll help as much as I can.)

I looked at her "are you ok?"

(which kind is the worst? and how many times do you have to check your blood stuff)

"yeah , it's just you seem so normal."

(type 1 is worse,I check my blood sugar 4 times a day 1.breakfast 2.lunch 3.dinner 4.before bed)

"i've had it a long time so i've learned to live around it"

(oh okk thank you)

"you're amazing"

(wanna know how to tell if you diabetes?)

(how do you tell?)

i laughed "i am not" i kissed her head

(if you've been going to the bathroom a lot, been very irritable, drinking a lot of water)

"whatever"

(*raises hand un willingly* that's me)

I smiled

(ruh roh)

I smile

(crap)

I looked at her "this doesn't change anything does it?"

I shake my head "No"

(this ain't good)

(nothing in my life ever is)

"good" i smiled and kissed her head

(just remembered a couple more ways to tell if you've lost a lot of weight)

I smile.

(great i lost 15 pounds in about two weeks does that count?)

I smiled too then grabed her hands and sat down

(big time it took me 3 months to lose over 30 pounds 3 months before i was diagnosed i was 110 lbs. 3 months later i was 79 lbs.)

I sit down.

(wow... :'( )


I put an arm around her

(lol)

I lay my head on his shoulder.

I kiss her head then put mine down on hers

I smile.

I held her close

"i'm sorry"

"stop saying that" i look at her "you don't have to be"

"yes i do"

"why Katy? i'm not hurt anymore"

"it's something I should have told you."

"i know but i don't mine" i kissed her head

"okay"

'i should have told you about my diabetes but i didn't"

"it doesn't matter."